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Well, it’s been a long vacation for me, it was at least a month of bumming around, mostly trying to make it at the end of the day without hurting myself. Tomorrow will be another “first”, got the new job wrapped up last week and I’m headed for a new endeavor, hopefully this time everything falls nicely into place.

A couple of days from now, its gonna be december, the last month of the year, it started off right for me, well, if you look at it through corporate eyes, but I’m still daunted by a lot of questions, what I’m speaking off are personal stuff, I cannot seem to shake ‘em off, somehow it still haunts me. Maybe, I need a shrink.

Finally! I received the job offer that I’ve been waiting for the past couple of days, I was worried though that I might not get the job, but thankfully I did, I gotta move though, I have to have a printed copy of the JO by tomorrow and bring it to the company’s HR dept. so I can finish up on their pre-employment requirements.

I wonder, when will I start? it’s not that I’m eager to get to work again, it’s just that after a couple of weeks with nothing to do but watch daily noon time shows (got no cable on the tele … sorry), you get to appreciate the hassles of traffic and the unending politics at work.

Officially 27 now, my world is totally upside-down, I just resigned from work and I’m still waiting for a job offer from a company that a friend referred me too (I do hope that it pushes through) and everything else, well, it’s still the same.

I still have the old problems buried deep within me, regrets I can’t seem to crawl out off, these things that are preventing me from having a good life. I only want to have that thing that everybody wants … peace of mind.